December has gone, long ago, and I am alone once more because you have turned your eyes from me once again. January passed like a feeble man on death bed passes away sans noise and movement. And February is here, my love. You are there. I am here. And sadly, We are nowhere! for M
I wasn't aware when death threw her silky snare and neither did I try to realise when I died eventually. Dilemma delusion dogma and never I knew when was last that I lived either.
And it begins once again like a usual pain which puts my heart on the altar of a calendar change every last day of a year. Whom are we fooling?
Sunshine the winter sky blue and wide blue wind rushes sweeping the lousy leaves fallen off trees and my memories too. Life - loss and gain pleasure and pain draught and rain and every summer is followed by this winter, calm and sane. The films are patchy, yet alive; we sat together seeing the winds rubbing the earth and raindrops offering the pats of love; we sat for hours and [...]
Stranger, why does your shadow linger day and night and reminds me of the super-subconscious desire? Do I know you? Don't I really know you? Stranger, why does your silhouette appear even in the shadowy evenings when eyes seldom differentiate between red and green? Were there some questions you asked and I didn't answer? Were there some answers you couldn't find to meet my queries? Have we ever met before? [...]
Trouble, only trouble for my soul I bring knowingly when I let my heart astray and walk along the way which leads nowhere but dilemmas and dismay (which we all know well). For the human I am, I will err. For the divinity made me, I can be better! A new morning with the constant Sun and a night with the moon will surely come, like yesterday. And I promise [...]
"No! I shall never go back! "Never shall I! "I never shall go "to that street again!" Firm was his choice and flawed was his fate. Who could ever rejoice standing on the heaven's gate? Tell me any single soul unaffected by that Cupid's bow; show me that virgin heart ever unpierced by his arrow; "I know! Now I know! "I know for sure what you mean. "Time may [...]
The Sun rises every morning in the east but not for me alone! Gods have vanished from the earth long long ago - far from mankind but not just because of me they're gone! Scholars are born and so are the fools every day but no bills to me are shown! To many a battle I have been with my sword and shield but some are lost and some [...]
I wonder why I wander when I have my vision in front of me - smiling! Though, I do fear if my angst is her glory, tacitly for she speaks lesser. Should I then go back to my respite away from one and all? For once and forever this time! But O' life! O' that strange pleasant pain! Neither can I move nor stay! Who am I? ...
Should I? Shouldn't I? The sand falls. Pendulum swings with passing seconds. Lo! I lose; but should I submit my inability to make the move? Should I wait for the sands to fall? Or should I respond to the call coming from there, so near, so close to my ailing soul? Oh! Am I? That prince Who couldn't kill! No! I am master of my will and I surely [...]